- secretly; inwardly
- happy; entirely free from worry
- to record; record (written account); note-taker; record (in sports etc); CL:個|个[ge4]
- secretary (chief official of a branch of a socialist or communist party); clerk; scribe
- 乐事 Lè shì: 乐事 Le4 shi4: Lay's (brand)乐事 lè shì: 乐事 le4 shi4: pleasure
- to complain; to grumble; to harbor a complaint; to feel dissatisfied
- hard job; arduous task
- lit. to spit out one's heart and spill blood (idiom); to work one's heart out; blood, sweat and tears
- Xi'an Incident of 12th December 1936 (kidnap of Chiang Kai-shek 蔣介石|蒋介石[Jiang3 Jie4 shi2])
- to compile; to draw up; to fabricate; to invent; to concoct; to make up; to cook up
- see 西安市[Xi1 an1 Shi4]; see 西安區|西安区[Xi1 an1 Qu1]
- half-moon; fortnight
- half of the day; a long time; quite a while; midair; CL:個|个[ge4]
- (bound form) form; appearance; shape; (bound form) state; condition; (bound form) to describe; (bound form) written complaint; lawsuit; (bound form) certificate
- resentful; humiliated and angry
- writing brush of weasel bristle
- ink cartridge
- to jab; to poke; to stab; (coll.) to sprain; to blunt; to fuck (vulgar); to stand; to stand (sth) upright; stamp; seal
- in a row; in succession; running
- to not understand; to be puzzled by; indissoluble
- jittery; twitchy; fidgety
- (idiom) to act on one's own; to decide for oneself
- to be willing to; to be ready to; to be content with; accepting (of restriction, sacrifice, risk etc)
- to tear; to rip apart
- smiling face
- nervous exhaustion; neurasthenia; mental breakdown (often used to describe what is now understood to be clinical depression)
- unexpectedly; to one's surprise
- to work hard
- to live alone; to live a solitary existence
- small multi-story building; modest house with two or more floors
- night and day (idiom); continuous strenuous effort
- short-term
- leisure; spare time; (of a person) free; unoccupied; (of equipment, rooms etc) unused; idle; vacant
- endless night (idiom); fig. long suffering
- to suffer from insomnia
- sleeping pill; CL:粒[li4]
- persevering; tenacious
- optimistic; hopeful