- candlelight; candlelit (vigil etc); candela, unit of luminous intensity (cd)
- shadow; reflection; (fig.) hint; indication; influence; CL:個|个[ge4]
- boyish; childish; childishness
- disappointed; to lose hope; to despair
- pleasure seeking (idiom); life of dissipation
- fifth
- bottom of one's heart
- hammer; CL:把[ba3]
- (it) hurts; sore; to love dearly
- to go from house to house
- to spread; to proliferate; to diffuse
- to avoid; so as to save (money or time)
- to set about (a task); to raise a hand to hit sb; to touch; to handle (typically used in cautioning sb *not* to touch sth)
- to settle; to finish; to conclude; to wind up
- remaining years of one's life
- pitch-black
- to use up; to exhaust
- with all one's strength; full strength; all-out (effort); fully (support)
- now hot, now cold; (of one's mood, affection etc) to alternate
- disease; sickness; ailment
- to signify; to mean; to imply
- about to; on the point of; soon
- end; conclusion; to come to an end; to terminate (sth)
- to survive; to keep on living
- to tear out (and throw away); to rip away
- to recount; to tell of; to relate; (fig.) (of a thing) to stand as testament to (some past history)
- one's life experience; one's lot; one's past history
- conscious
- to seek for; to hope to gain; desirous
- to sympathize with; sympathy
- to console; to comfort
- to tell; to disclose; to reveal
- a secret; sth best not told to anyone; confidential information
- a son who is an only child
- to lie; to tell an untruth
- to say everything (that is on one's mind)
- miserable; wretched; cruel; inhuman; disastrous; tragic; dim; gloomy
- chaotic; topsy turvy; a complete mess
- cellar; basement
- to pile up
- covered in dust; dusty; lying unused for a long time
- (bound form) thing; (literary) the outside world as distinct from oneself; people other than oneself